From: Christine_Pederson@somasf.unm.edu (Christine Pederson) Date: Mon, 26 Aug 1996 08:17:03 -0600 Survey of Users of Computer List Groups on the Internet for Persons with Psychiatric Related Needs March / April 1996 Summary Number completing survey: 49 Estimated number of subscribers to lists: 600 Percentage response; 8% CHARACTERISTICS OF THOSE COMPLETING THE SURVEY: Lists: Almost half (45%) subscribed to MADNESS, Walkers and Pendulum each had 27% All had been recipients of psychiatric services. Over half had been involuntarily treated and 63% had received inpatient services. Most (91%) had received outpatient services and only a few (20%) had received residential services. Most were white (96%), female (69%), and from the US (86%). Most (70%) were from urban areas. Thirty percent (30%) were from areas with 50,000 population or less. Most had high school education or above. Only 3 (4 %) had not completed high school. The mean length of time subscribing to the list was 6 months. The range was from 1 month to 24 months. RESPONSES: Overwhelmingly, the respondents said that the list had helped them cope with / manage their life (89.6%). Comments indicated that the ways the lists help include: stress release, companionship, information exchange (especially on medications), good activity for times when one isnt feeling up to much else, increased awareness of onset of episodes , humor, put personal issues into perspective, improves self-esteem, reduces isolation, provides support group. When distressed, most (83%) felt that the list helped, but 17% said no or had mixed response. For some, it is distressing to read about the turmoil others are going through. One was disturbed by being flamed for posting when she was having a bad time. Some said that they didnt get any response when they posted unless they were having a crisis. However, many made comments to the effect that the list gave them the support they needed to continue their lives rather than give up and kill them self. Medications and Service Use: In terms of changes related to medication use since subscribing to the list, half said there had been no change, and half said there had been a change. 17% said that they use less. Most (90%) reported no change in use of inpatient services, but almost half (45%) said that their use of outpatient services had changed since subscribing to the list. Impact of list on medication and services use: Ten percent (10%) (4) of all responding to this question said that subscribing to the list had had a major impact on the changes in their use of medications and/or services; 42% (16) said it had had some effect. Twenty three (46%) gave comments which described how the list had been beneficial related to medications including adjusting dosages or trying new meds they learned about from list subscribers. Several (10) comments related to how the list helped the person deal with his/her therapist in a more assertive manner. Some said they had started seeing a therapist again with the support of the list group. A few (3) said they were using services less because of the support they received from the list. Consumer Movement Involvement: Most (70%) reported no change in their involvement in the consumer movement. Many of those were already actively involved. Almost 30% said that their involvement had increased, and several said that the list enhanced their involvement through the information they received. Comments: Most of the comments made were related to how helpful the list had been to them for information about medications (46% mentioned) and for enhancing their social network (40% mentioned). Other comments described improved management of illness (21%), help in dealing with therapist (usually psychiatrist) 13%, improved self-perception (11%) and improved mental functioning (4%). The following are examples of some of the comments regarding how the list has helped which illustrate the potential value of these lists in recovery: Now at least I have an outlet for my feelings. I have somewhere to express my rage, my fears, my hopelessness....and sometimes thats all it takes to pull me back out...a sympathetic ear. .. When I am about to stress out, the first place I run is to my keyboard. Daily reading for information and having important personal questions answered that my doc just didnt seem to think were relevant enough to discuss. Gave me awareness of what to look for in a psychiatrist, especially the ones to avoid. Walkers was helpful in that it gave me the courage to tell the doc my med wasnt working and that I wanted to try something else and gave me information about meds and their effects / side effects. I have become aware of the onset of episodes, and so have been able to work around them before things got too bad. ...The humor is really healing, too. I laugh out loud (sitting here by myself) sometimes, and I would never have thought there would be a spiritual, healing, laughing component to Internet communication. I think there are some superior IQs lost in the wreckage who would go nuts with joy if they had access to Internet and MADNESS line. It (MADNESS) has provided a place for me to organize my thoughts and discuss the turmoil within me. I cannot emphasize the value of this enough... While most people benefit from the therapeutic relationship with a mental health professional, I think that every effort should be made to get peer support for all mental patients, and especially those who feel alienated from the medical profession.